I want to lock myself in a room for a week and go a little crazy.
I want to get so unbelievably passionate about something that I tear at my hair and jump around when I even think about it.
I want to paint and sculpt and draw and carve and do any kind of art I can find.
I want to mix colors wildly on a page in a burst of feeling and momentum.
I want to lie back and contemplate the stars and just how little we really are.
I want to jump into the ocean without being scared of how cold it is.
I want to taste gelato at some point in my life.
I want to be able to just pick up and go if I feel like it.
I want to learn as many different languages as possible and use them all eventually.
I want to crack open a book and not be able to put it down until it’s finished.
I want to write an opera.
I want to learn to play the cello.
I want to take a train right across Canada and not worry about food, clothing or money.
I want to wash my hair in a river.
I want to lie down in the rain and leave my body print on the dry ground under me.
I want a trampoline.
I want to skydive and not have any apprehension of the ground beneath me.
I want to walk down the street and not care if anyone notices me.
I want to watch a sunset in absolute silence.
I want to listen to music so sweet and real that it makes my body move with it.
I want to venture into a virgin wood and close my eyes and breathe everything in.
I want to see an ice covered pond with no ripples.
I want to learn how to blow glass.
I want to dye my hair blond again someday.
I want to laugh so hard that I can’t breathe and tears roll down my face.
I want to experience the rush of touching the skin of someone I love.
I want to get caught up in a romantic moment and not think about what comes next.
I want to learn to play guitar better than I do now.
I want to dance and dance and dance!
I want to meet as many new people in my life as I can.
I want to have the God-given ability to heal and not be prideful of it.
I want to scream and bang my head and punch things sometimes.
I want to learn to box.
I want to make a movie.
I want to buy a really great camera soon.
I want to have at least 4 children.
I want to be able to go south for the winter because I don’t like being cold.
I want to wear flip-flops or bear feet all the time.
I want to wear a toga.
I want to experience the 40’s for a day.
I want to be in a musical again.
I want to cover my entire room in photos.
I want to make a quilt.
I want to have a really, really great cup of coffee for once in my life.
I want the ability to go back and watch my life like a movie.
I want a second chance to say goodbye to my father.
I want people to love people, regardless.
I want to tell my friends I love them and not weird them out.
I want to take home every orphan from every home, war-torn or disease ridden place in the world and then take all of the abandoned animals and give each orphan a pet or two.
I want never have to experience a migraine again.
I want to get a job that I can’t wait to go to.
I want another shot at company 150.
I want community in East Toronto Church.
I want to eat every food in the world at least once in my life.
I want to have the ability to be alone.
I want to be able to do a back flip.
I want get baptized in the Jordan River.
I want everyone in this world to recognize God as their father.
Hmmm...yeah.
That's what I want.
No compromises.